RebelZva – Anarchy Guru

by rebelzva & cptxbonnot

right now it’s 100% my husband… by a huge mile. we’re literally together almost every waking and sleeping moment and i wouldn’t have it any other way

– before i met him i was living a very different life. i was that wild small-town alt girl who valued her freedom above everything — dyed hair, loud music, random drives, casual dating, staying up all night making playlists, and spending most of my time alone with my dog. i never let anyone get too close because i was scared of losing myself

– then i met him… and everything slowly started changing. he didn’t try to tame me or change me — he just loved me exactly as i was. he became my best friend first, and that friendship turned into the kind of love that made me want to build something real instead of floating through life

– when i got pregnant the shift became even bigger. suddenly i wasn’t just thinking about me anymore. i wanted stability, a warm home, and to pour all my love into our little girl. i didn’t lose myself — i found a softer, deeper version of me that feels even more like home

– now i spend almost all my time with him. we cuddle for hours on the couch, he feeds me, rubs my big belly, kisses me randomly, and we get nasty together whenever the mood hits. even when he’s working from home i’m usually right next to him or in his arms being all clingy and pregnant. i genuinely don’t get tired of being around him — if anything i miss him when he’s in the other room for too long

– he’s my best friend, my lover, my safe place, and the person i choose to spend every single day with. i went from fiercely independent to happily wrapped up in him… and i’ve never been happier